He jerked awake at a loud groan and sat up, rubbing his face. The clock on the VCR told him it was two in the morning and he sighed. What the fuck could have woken him up at that time? Still half asleep, he stumbled to the kitchen, worried when he heard another groan form the basement. What if something was wrong?
Hearing his brother-in-law's voice, tone low and strained, Jess slipped quietly down the stairs, frowning curiously. Then he heard his brother.
“Yeah, told you.” Bam groaned loudly. The bed squeaked and Jess swallowed hard, cringing as he realised what he was probably hearing.
“Told me what love?” Ville moaned.
Jess started to back away, there were certain things he didn't need to know, it was weird enough knowing his brother was gay and not only that, was married to his partner.
“It would suck,” Bam said.
What would suck? Jess frowned, finding himself drifting closer again despite Ville's gasp. The door was ajar and he couldn't stop himself from peeking in, breathing a sigh of relief when all he could see what Ville's fully clothed back, arm wrapped round Bam who was spooned in front of him. Maybe they were just talking.
“Fuck Bam, I'm going to come too fast if you keep doing that.”
And maybe not. Grimacing, Jess started to move back again, until Bam spoke.
“Wait baby.”
Jess froze along with Ville, his brother-in-law vocalising his own concern.
“What? Are you okay?”
“Yes,” Bam said quickly. “Baby pull out.”
And yeah, that was way more than he'd ever wanted to know but for some reason, he couldn't move.
“Are you sure you're okay?” Ville's tone was full of worry as he shifted back on the bed.
“I'm so much more than okay Ville.” Bam turned over and kissed his him, something Jess was used to seeing now but his brother's next comment made him frown. “Sit on the edge of the bed baby, please.”
Again, Ville asked the question on his mind. “Darling, what are you doing?”
He moved to the edge of the bed and Bam slipped off to kneel in front of him. Jess squeezed his eyes shut but somehow, he still couldn't move.
“I need to taste you baby, so bad. Can I?”
What? Jess opened his eyes again, looking through the slightly open door, curiosity overwhelming his need not to know anything about his brother's sex life.
“Why are you asking sweetheart?”
“I don't know.”
“Of course you can. You know how much I love it when you suck me off darling, and I love how much you love to do it.”
“Yeah I do, baby”
Bam bent forward and Jess shuddered, looking away again. He didn't need to see it, it was bad enough that he now knew that his brother enjoyed giving Ville blow jobs, there was no way he was staying to witness it.
“God Bam, please, don't tease.”
“You taste so good baby, God I love how you feel in my mouth, against my tongue.”
Jess screwed up his face. He wasn't going to look, he wasn't, he just... oh man. Not only was Bam sucking Ville off but he was jacking himself at the same time. It was too much and he backed away quietly. He felt a sudden desperate need to clean his eyes out with bleach, scrub his brain with wire wool.
“I love your mouth darling.”
And maybe block up his ears while he was at it.
“Bam please!”
Risking making noise, Jess hurried up the stairs and sat down on the couch, taking a deep breath. What the hell had possessed him to listen, to watch? He rubbed his eyes with a sigh, hoping the image of his brother on his knees would fade fast.
There was a loud cry then a moment later he heard Bam, then Ville, burst out laughing, loud and helpless, the kind of hysterical laughter he'd never associated with sex before. While he almost wished he knew what had set them off, mostly he was happy to hear his brother laugh so freely and happily. He was so obviously and deeply in love with Ville, it made him feel better about Bam moving away. Maybe he could even help reassure their mother.
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